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im sick of being heart broken [17 Jun 2007|12:49pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

well i have had quite a bit of stuff happen to me now im sick of feeling like shit i want so bad to be happy and it never works out for all you that know me and what i use to do to my self when she dumped me i held it there but didnt do anything its not worth it she ment / means alot to me still i cant get her out of my head jordan i know this may husrt but i need to say it and get it off my chest sorry. now i know that i do like jordan a lot and i miss becky a lot but right now i dont know what i want  so for right now i want to be single and be able to do what i want when i want with who i want and fo rall u guys who have ur mind in the gutter get it out i dont mean in that way like i told becky i dont regret anything ive done with her or anyone else (there is a reason i typed it that way ........for a person and you know who u are ) but i want the kind of girl that makes me feel like im there everythin g no i dont want you to worship the ground i walk but i want to know that you care and your happy with me i havent had it yet except certain times but they disapeared so im a guy who wants a reall relationship not just a dateing around kind im just sick of trusting some one then haveing everything slammed in my face and thats for two people and again you know who u are but right now i dont know what i want so i dont want anyone to be in a relation ship with i cant stand being held with out the care being there and i cant stand to not be held i like being with some one it helps me through stuff but people need to learn to trust me and respect what i say and this isnt directed streight at you becky this is for jordan too i still have feelings that i will lose you the same way and it will be hard fo me to trust u but i cant even really trust my closest friend right now and the friendship we had will never be the same but i want it to  so if u need to talk u know my number i might talk i might not dont take affence to it but right now i have so much shit in my head im trying to clear it so if you need ot talk call me or even if you want to talk and if i need to i will call someone.

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[13 Mar 2006|04:49pm]
[ mood | and hungrey ]

well i aint got much but what i do have i have to say just because i guess im still in shouk from reading it on becky's lj she put that she is afraid htat im going to leave her but y would i leave some one that i like alot and someone that makes me happy i wouldn't i couldnt if i did i would not be able to forgive myself for it and i have friends that wouldnt let me. but i have to admit taht i have had the same feeling about her to but i try not to think about that i dont /wount leave her and i hope that she wont leave me because i love being with her when im not with her im always thinking about her well that is all i got soo ttyall latter bye..............................................................................................................((((i love u becky and i wouldn't leave u ok i love u to much to leave u or eaven think about leaveing u ok))))

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[08 Mar 2006|11:25pm]
well i haven't wrote in here in a while so i guess i will seeing i need to talk about something i feel so bad i mad becky cry again but this time it was a diffrent cind of cry but i still feel bad because i made her cry. i'm so confused but i caint say why i need to talk to someone like chad or roger or becky but id prefer chad or roger its just because they will understand a little bit more then becky would (sry becky)but u will find out no watter what just because i tell u almost every thing unless i for get it but then its not my fault. i already miss u and i haven't even left but that is just because i love hanging out with u well that is all im going to write for know so tty all latter.........i love u becky and i will becareful ok im sry about makine u cry and u better knkot type that in ur lj or say it again....lol jk bye

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[13 Feb 2006|09:51pm]
well today was good sept school but that is never fun but it is like the only thing i can do to see my friends cause im grounded for 1 month but becky can still come over and see me but i cant go with her it sucks i got her valintines present today but ill type what i got her lattere just in case she gets on and checks this (hahahahaha)lol well that is all i got so tty all latter i luv u becky <3 bye

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[07 Feb 2006|03:17pm]
Nightmare Before Christmas. You like music. I guess

you could say your dark and you think that

everything you do turns out for the worst.

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[29 Jan 2006|06:07pm]
hey every one i feel bad becky thinks i can do better dthan her but i dont want to i want her. i made her cry last night but i did not mean to i felt so bad so becky if u read this i dont want enyone else i want u. well taht is all i got so i will ttyall later i love u becky<3.

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[23 Jan 2006|05:48pm]
hey every one it has been a long time scence i wrote in here and seeing that i have a lj i might as well us it right. well i have been dateing becky for almost a month and a half. we are doing great. i felt bad that she was crying earlyer i cant stand to see her cry it makes me sad. i passed all my exams with an "A" or "B" the only one i was worried about was my history one i hate that class its boreing.well ill ttyl see ya

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[07 Jan 2006|12:58pm]
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yes [07 Dec 2005|03:08pm]
igot out of mr. ables class today and i was sopose to go back to third hour but i didn't me and my friends went out to mcdonalds for lunch instedand we had an excused absent for it because we wern't going to be back untill 1st lunch but we got back at the end of 2nd hour so we left after our teacher said we had to go back to class.ttyl bye

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i can't wait [04 Dec 2005|05:32pm]
[ mood | bored ]

the dance is on saterday and i can't wait i'm getting fitted for my tux tomarrow and we get our other new snowmobile we got one yesterday and they are so f***in fun they're fast as hell. so i think im going to ride them in a min so see ya later. hey tonya

spank spank kiss.

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hey [02 Dec 2005|04:50pm]
if u dont want to comment on that u don't have to i just wrote that so i could customize my lj

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need some info [30 Nov 2005|09:20pm]
anyone know what it is like to be dumped for another person and then have that girl dump him to goback out with you because all her frieds ditched her

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